Vaccine Mandates and Divorcing Our Psychopathic Lover.. The State!

“I am no longer ‘trying to dig up evidence to prove’ vaccines cause autism. There is already abundant evidence….This debate is not scientific but is political”
― David Ayoub M.D.

As we stand in this country there are several States passing or attempting to pass mandatory vaccine laws that would force children who enter public, private or even homeschool, in some cases to be vaccinated without philosophical or religious exemption. Some others bills have included health-care workers and even an ‘adult vaccination’ plan. Clearly looking at the title of this essay you can safely conclude, I’m not a fan.. Please allow me to back up a little…

In 2011 I was part of a large group who were working against a bill in California that would allow minors as young as 12 to consent to STD vaccines without parental knowledge. Despite the overwhelming outcry against it, the bill passed and before it was even put into effect young girls AND boys as young as 11 we’re reportedly being vaccinated with the HPV vaccine without a parent or guardian present. This vaccine is supposed to prevent HPV (warts) which is claimed by medical professionals to cause cervical cancer, though the medical data speaks others.. And let’s face it.. warts are no big deal, so this vaccine isn’t marketed as a HPV preventer, it’s marketed as a prevention for cervical cancer.. Uhmm.. Wait a minute… Boys?? Being vaccinated against CERVICAL cancer??? Uhm.. I’m not a doctor or anything but where exactly is the male cervix again? Nevermind..

Anyway… the bill passed and some nurses at public schools around California started plugging kids with poison even outside their OWN restrictions.. So what does that tell us?? I can tell you what it made quite clear to me, as George Carlin once put it.. ‘…THEY DON’T CARE ABOUT YOU.. AT ALL!!!‘ So why do we care about them? Why do we continue to go back to this narcissistic, self-important, possibly even psychopathic, abusive lover (government) who will sell us at every turn to the highest bidder without remorse and like a co-dependant, enabler we make excuses for them or expect them to change.. We think if we just speak up louder, or say it a few more times, or get more people to support us, or maybe they just don’t understand us, or maybe we’re not doing our job to make it clear… Oh no.. it’s clear, they just don’t care.

But it’s not like we’ve ever had informed consent to begin with. Who would ever give consent to vaccination if they were truly informed? If someone told you, in this there are several neurotoxins, carcinogens and foreign agents that will undoubtedly cause genetic mutations along with some neurological problems, most likely autoimmunity and you may die on the spot.. If you’re lucky and it doesn’t kill you on the spot, it will certainly shorten your life.. Oh and by the way, there’s no guarantee it will protect you from disease, in fact it may actually cause you to contract the disease that it claims to protect against.. Oh and one more thing, if you don’t contract the disease you could still be a carrier of it and give it to unsuspecting loved ones… So you want it?  Let’s face it.. It’s never been about receiving ‘information.. And ‘consent’? Yeah right… like when you ‘consent’ to letting in the vampire who can only come inside after he’s been ‘consented’ to do so.. No… there’s no consensual vaccine. It is a non-consensual act.. a violation.. a rape.. We have merely been hypnotized by a psychopathic vampire, so he can suck our blood for his own selfish purposes.

And the problem isn’t that the science doesn’t prove vaccines cause neurological disorders, autism, cancer, death.. you name it.. It’s that the science proves that it DOES. Besides, we KNOW what happened, we witnessed it, we saw it. We saw the decline in our quality of life, following the creation of each new injection, it’s not imaginary, it’s not an exaggeration, it is what is…  So let’s stop fooling around and call this abuse of power by forcing vaccination on un-consenting individuals, what it really is.. A violent act of aggressive genocide.

As I mentioned before, I live in California.  Most of the country views the policies made in this state as rather important, since many states across the union tend to follow. If that’s true, then that’s bad news, as this state has made their lover affair with big pharma known since at least 2011.  Early in the same year as the ‘Gardasil bill‘ was introduced, we saw Door to Door vaccinations from a school in the district of Natomas, where a guy by the name of Senator Dr. Richard Pan holds office.  Dear deeply disturbed Senator Pan made his loving feelings towards force vaccination more public when he co-author SB2109 that would virtually remove philosophical exemption by requiring parents take their children to a doctor who would explain ‘pros’ and cons of vaccination, as if there’s any such thing as a ‘pro’.. So now in 2015 on the coat-tails of late 2014’s ‘Measles-gate’, Senator Pan has once again co-authored a forced vaccination bill SB277 which has managed to make its way past the judiciary committee and is set to be heard by Senate and Assembly committees next.  If it goes through it will remove all philosophical and religious exemptions to vaccines, leaving only medical but wait.. He made an amendment about a week ago…

“Sen. Richard Pan, D-Sacramento, and Sen. Ben Allen, D-Santa Monica, tweaked the bill to allow families who choose not to immunize their children to participate in a multiple-family private homeschool option instead of just a single family home.

They also changed the bill to allow families who choose not to immunize their children to use the public school independent study option that exists in current law and is administered by local education agencies.”

What’s that?  Are  you breaking up with us? Or perhaps not a full blown break up but maybe you’re ‘just not that into us’.  So those of us who homeschool apparently just aren’t needy enough for this narcissist… ‘it’s my way or the highway, take it ALL or get the hell out’.. That’s interesting.. I’ve never seen an ‘exemption’ quite like this before.  California has always regarded homeschooling as a form of private school and thereby requires all the same laws as held to a private school including vaccination records.


The thing I’d like to stress, is that by pointing out this unusual amendment, I, in no way accept this as law.. Quite frankly as the mother of a vaccine damaged child, I find it’s very suggestion repugnant and a slap in the face to my precious son… how dare they.. how dare they even suggest such thing, amendment or not… I DO NOT CONSENT TO THIS.. I DO NOT CONSENT TO MANDATORY VACCINATION!! I DO NOT CONSENT TO VACCINATION.. period!!!

So what would this look like?  What would we need to do in order to sit down with our abusive lover (the State) and say, ‘it’s not you, it’s me.. you haven’t changed.. I’ve changed.. you are what and who you are but your controlling nature, just isn’t working for me anymore.. I need a break.. FOREVER….’ and then walk away?


Well.. that maybe a loaded question, so let’s start with the homeschool thing.  We don’t have to do it  and we shouldn’t do it alone. There’s no glory in being a martyr, so why even try.  We can’t all just drop everything, single parents and family’s dependant upon two incomes alike.  We need to be apart of a community again, take responsibility for raising our children.. not just our children but ALL our children.  Homeschoolers have for years organized co-ops, classrooms with combined ages and worked at reinventing the Little Red School House.  Why not? It’s not like public institutionalized schools have been around forever, it used to happen this way and it’s not as crazy as it seems.

And homeschooling isn’t just an excuse to avoid vaccines, did we forget about Common Core?  That’s still a thing, remember?

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Not only that but the benefits, the empathy building that is created by incorporating multi-age classrooms, special needs children and typical children alike, bringing our children together..why not?  What’s stopping us?

I’m not saying that I haven’t spent countless hours researching, fighting, finagling with ‘special education law’ and ‘IEP / Individual Education Plans’.  I’ve spent entire weekends listening to lawyers lecture on the rights of FAPE, we’ve spent 10,000s of dollars advocating for services.. and on and on.. I go to the meetings, I write the letters, I fight, I cry, I scream at the top of my lungs and pull out my hair.. Maybe I’m foolish, maybe I just don’t get it but maybe I’m just looking for a better way..  Or maybe I’m tired.. I’m just tired of the hamster wheel.. We could fight, we could push back, we might even have a small victory but there will be another bill, another law, another nationwide curriculm standard that will dumb us down.. even MORE!.. So, where does it end?

And is there a part of me that thinks of all the time, money and energy spent in all the above mentioned and ask myself ‘was it all for not?’ The answer is a resounding ‘yes’.  It probably all was for not…

Just think of that moment that we finally wake up and realize we’re in a relationship with someone who doesn’t care about us and no matter how much we want them too.. they just don’t.. it might be hard to walk away but there’s also a sense of relief when it’s done, isn’t there?