How the Vaccine Industry Uses Hollywood, Mind Control and Force to Create a ‘Brave New World’ of Transhumans!

“Men (people) are rarely aware of the real reasons which motivate their actions.”
Edward L. Bernays

Imagine this… You are a parent of a beautiful, healthy child.  You love this child more than you thought possible. You spent your whole life thinking that you understood the meaning of love until now… Now you KNOW… This is IT.  It’s shocking!  While you just met this person, this tiny being, you feel they have been with you your whole life.  This is love beyond any measure you thought possible, you would do anything.. ANYTHING to protect this person, this part of you.  You take your perfect child that you love beyond compare to the doctor who you’ve always been taught is looking out for the health of the people. This doctor will green stamp your little one and ensure that he remains healthy.  This larger than life figure with years of education, has dedicated their life to protecting children and you will make the necessary sacrifices to bring your child to this person, as you KNOW they are on your side. You hand your perfect child to this stranger that for some reason you’ve been taught to trust.  They take your child and put him on a cold, hard table while the nurse assists in holding down your child, so he cannot move, while she proceeds to inject him with a sharp needle.  You are mortified, ‘please, how can you do this to my child.. Can’t you see he’s terrified…’ Oh but the doctor… This trusted employee… This stranger you trust more than yourself, has assured you that this is for the child’s best…  It is for the ‘greater good’ of humanity and you reluctantly agree to continue.  Then you take your child home while he cries in the car all the way. You bring him to a comfortable spot to nurse him and calm his fears.  He has trouble sitting still and won’t calm, he won’t latch to your breast, he seems to have spiked a fever, you give him Tylenol as the doctor prescribed and he falls asleep.  When he wakes, you no longer recognize your healthy child.  He has stopped talking; he doesn’t look at you; he no longer recognizes his own name.. You call the doctor and scream into the phone ‘what have you done to my child??’ They assure you it is fine and your child was not affected by the vaccines that were given.. ‘No, this wasn’t what you saw.. This thing didn’t happen..’ You believe them and take your child back a few months later and do it again and again and again until your child is completely gone.  Nothing of the healthy child you once knew seems to be left.  They have been so badly damaged by this thing that is not supposed to cause damage. The doctor still assures you, you have not seen what you saw.. You no longer believe him.

You start to research vaccines and find that this thing that you saw, that your doctor repeatedly denied actually happens all the time; not only that, but this thing that your child was given is filled with toxins and many other things you don’t even recognize.  You think that perhaps sacrifices are necessary for the ‘greater good’ just as the doctor has said.  You then look further only to find this too, is a lie.  These things.. These vaccines that hurt your child weren’t even verified to be effective at preventing disease.. In fact there is no evidence to support they have eradicated disease… So much for the ‘greater good’, huh?  You are baffled and wondering how and why did this doctor tell you all these things?  Why did you believe him? How did this happen?  How did it come to this?

And now your child is left damaged.. Possible irrecoverably.. And for what?  You are angry.. So angry you can hardly breathe.. You begin to see it everywhere you go.. All the children that look like your child.. DAMAGED.. All the lies you are told about the ‘greater good’… You begin to question if anything you have been told is true… How can the wool have been so completely pulled over everyone’s eyes.. You try to tell people every chance you get but they won’t listen.. They get angry at you and call you names.. They think you are crazy even when you show them the historical data that vaccines never eradicated disease; Jonas Salk did not cure polio.. ‘please, hear what I’m telling you, our children don’t need to be damaged like this..’  You would think that people would be grateful for this knowledge to protect their children but they don’t appear to be.. You see their children are already damaged too.. One at 12 years old still cannot read, another has multiply chemical sensitivities, another auto-immune, another with uncontrollable seizures and another who has died… You tell them, all of this.. ALL these things can be explained in the vaccine science and we don’t even need them, it’s right in the pharmaceutical company’s own literature.. But no one wants to read what you’ve read and no one wants to hear what you have to say and no one wants to stop vaccinating and you are ostracized.

So as you sit bewildered you ask once again… “How does it come to this?  If the data is so clear, why doesn’t anyone know?  And why do I feel so alone? I can’t possibly be the only one nor the first to see this, so where is everyone else?”

Enter the propaganda machine and a hidden history….

The Anti-Vaccine Movement: A Hidden History and Propaganda!

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Before the First Cup, guest April Boden – Immunity, Deception & the Global Petri Dish 4-24-2017

Before the First Cup – Social Engineering, Peer Pressure, Personal Data & 21st C Panopticon 4-14-17 – http://ucy.tv/Pages/Video/2Fy-Fef0pSM

AYDAN’S ROAD TO RECOVERY –
https://aydansrecovery.wordpress.com/

The Truth About Vaccines – https://go.thetruthaboutvaccines.com/

Why I don’t trust Robert Kennedy, Jr. – https://aydansrecovery.wordpress.com/2017/04/23/1058/

Bedford’s RFK Jr. bashes vaccine bill in Albany –
https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/politics/2015/06/02/rfk-bedford-vaccine-bill/28368943/

Deadly Immunity –
http://www.rollingstone.com/politics/news/deadly-immunity-20110209

Former Merck Scientists Sue Merck Alleging MMR Vaccine Efficacy Fraud – http://ahrp.org/former-merck-scientists-sue-merck-alleging-mmr-vaccine-efficacy-fraud/

Former CDC Head and Current Merck President Caught in Fraud Scandal – http://ireport.cnn.com/docs/DOC-1164827

REP. Bill Posey Calling for Investigation into CDC’s MMR fraud – https://www.c-span.org/video/?c4546421/rep-bill-posey-calling-investigation-cdcs-mmr-reasearch-fraud

Measles virus for cancer therapy –
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3926122/

Emerging Risks of Live Virus & Virus Vectored Vaccines –
http://www.nvic.org/cmstemplates/nvic/pdf/live-virus-vaccines-and-vaccine-shedding.pdf

CRISPR genome editing and immunotherapy – the early adopter – https://medicalxpress.com/news/2017-04-crispr-genome-immunotherapy-early.html

Nanoparticle vaccine shows potential as immunotherapy to fight multiple cancer types – https://phys.org/news/2017-04-nanoparticle-vaccine-potential-immunotherapy-multiple.html

U.S. CONTINUES DEFENSIVE GERM WARFARE RESEARCH –
http://www.nytimes.com/1982/09/07/us/us-continues-defensive-germ-warfare-research.html

FDA questioned about genetically engineered HPV DNA in Gardasil – http://www.beyondconformity.org.nz/hilarys-desk/fda_questioned_about_genetically_engineered_hpv_dna_in_gardasil_worldwide

Before the First Cup with Jules – New Gardasil-9, FDA, Plum Island
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EdLYhl1pwrQ

Before the First Cup with Jules – Gardasil Vax Makes HPV Infection MORE Likely 4-30-2015 – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74mA2nrVM2g

Co-evolving Antivirals Aim to Keep Ahead of Fast-Changing Viruses – http://www.darpa.mil/news-events/2016-04-07a

DARPA INTERCEPT Program for Biodefense Countermeasures – https://globalbiodefense.com/2016/04/11/darpa-bto-intercept-therapeutic-platform/

Immunization Safety Review: SV40 Contamination of Polio Vaccine and Cancer –
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK221112/

Vaccines Cultured in Chick Embryos Contain Retroviruses With Cancer Risk to Humans – http://www.vaccines.me/articles/bdijz-vaccines-cultured-in-chick-embryos-contain-retroviruses-with-cancer-risk-to-humans.cfm

Pig Virus DNA Found in Rotavirus Vaccine –
http://www.webmd.com/children/vaccines/news/20100322/pig-virus-found-in-gsk-rotavirus-vaccine#1

Humans have antibodies reactive with Bovine leukemia virus –
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/14709247

Bovine Leukemia Virus DNA in Human Breast Tissue –
https://wwwnc.cdc.gov/eid/article/20/5/13-1298_article

Bovine Leukosis Virus (BLV) on U.S. Dairy Operations, 2007 –
https://www.aphis.usda.gov/animal_health/nahms/dairy/downloads/dairy07/Dairy07_is_BLV.pdf

Executive Order — Advancing the Global Health Security Agenda
https://obamawhitehouse.archives.gov/the-press-office/2016/11/04/executive-order-advancing-global-health-security-agenda-achieve-world

The Prion Chronicles: The Story Of Interferon – https://realitybloger.wordpress.com/2014/12/04/the-prion-chronicles-the-story-of-interferon/

Activation of the Human Immunodeficiency Virus Type 1 Long Terminal Repeat by Vaccinia Virus –
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC288995/pdf/jvirol00166-0237.pdf

AIDS Epidemic Triggered by Smallpox Vaccine –
https://i1.wp.com/truthquest2.com/assets/londontimesarticle.jpg

California School Provides Door to Door Vaccination!
http://aydansrecovery.blogspot.com/2011/10/california-school-provides-door-to-door.html

Baboon Study Reveals New Shortcoming of Pertussis Vaccine –
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/baboon-study-reveals-new-shortcoming-of-pertussis-vaccine/

Duration of virus shedding after trivalent intranasal live attenuated influenza vaccination –
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/15954490

Avian Flu Shedding –
http://www.fao.org/avianflu/en/qanda.html#10

Man Has Polio Virus Living in Gut for 30 Years –
http://www.livescience.com/52004-polio-virus-gut-shedding.html

Persistent measles virus infection of the intestine: confirmation by immunogold electron microscopy. –
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/7737565

Shape-Shifting Vaccines Wanted for Killer Viruses –
https://www.seeker.com/shape-shifting-vaccines-wanted-for-killer-viruses-1771196682.html

Trump administration removes Obama surgeon general – https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2017/apr/22/trump-administration-removes-surgeon-general-vivek-murthy

April Boden on Vaccines and the Medical Industrial Complex

Published on Apr 20, 2017

April Boden joins Our Interesting Times to discuss the risks of vaccines as well as the origins of the medical industrial complex and how it relates to the New World Order.

April is the mother of three children, a former podcast host and a blogger. Her son Aydan contracted autism at age one after being vaccinated. Her website is aydansrecovery.wordpress.com.

Vaccine Injury Awareness!

This mom shares her experience as an autism mom via an amazing essay she wrote. She also covers topics such as the abusive educational system, CDC ignorance, and why you should never ever think about giving your time, money and energy to Autism Speaks.
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A MOTHER’S DESCRIPTION OF WATCHING HER SON SLIDE INTO AUTISM AFTER VACCINE…AND SHE WANTS HER SON BACK – GAIA HEALTH

A Mother’s Description of Watching Her Son Slide into Autism After Vaccine…and She Wants Her Son Back.
https://therefusers.com/a-mothers-description-of-watching-her-son-slide-into-autism-after-vaccineand-she-wants-her-son-back-gaia-health/

VACCINES AND THE DARK UNDERWORLD OF OBSTETRICS AND PEDIATRICS

CHILDREN ARE BEING SEVERELY HARMED BY OBSTETRICIANS AND PEDIATRICIANS
3-17 – This video is about infants and very young children being severely harmed by obstetricians and pediatricians. Jeanice Barcelo interviews April Boden, the mother of a vaccine injured child. April describes her journey to motherhood as one of trauma and abuse at the hands of a psychopathic obstetrician who never even bothered to make eye contact with her during labor or childbirth. Numerous unnecessary ultrasounds during pregnancy, combined with a forced induction that was halted due to a nurse’s intervention, as well as amniotomy, pitocin, and 25 failed epidural attempts, made her birthing experience absurdly traumatic both for herself and her son, Aydan. Despite being separated from her son for SIX HOURS after birth, April and Aydan were recovering successfully from birth trauma and bonding strongly. Then disaster hit. Just after Aydan had turned 1, he was given several vaccines at once and he suffered neurological and physical damage that led to autism. April describes her experience of watching the changes in her son, which include loss of speech and repeatedly walking around in circles on tippy toes when at the playground. Despite the obvious vaccine injury, the pediatrician continued to insist that Aydan was “within the normal range” and that vaccines could not possibly have caused a problem.
Please listen to this amazing mother’s story and tune in to Ty Bollinger’s new docu-series, “The Truth about Vaccines,” during which April and her son will be interviewed. You can view the series here: The Truth About Vaccines
Websites:
April Boden: Aydan’s Road to Recovery https://aydansrecovery.wordpress.com/ and Truther Talk http://truthertalk.com/
Jeanice Barcelo: Birth of a New Earth – television show http://www.BirthofaNewEarth.com
Also please check out my vision for community: Birth of a New Earth Radio Show https://www.patreon.com/BirthofaNewEa…
For more great videos from Birth of a New Earth, please visit Naturally Better TV: http://www.naturallybetter.tv/network…
Vaccine Injury Awareness: The Effects of Trauma!: https://youtu.be/9qQdjioGg3I

VAXXED through the eyes of an Autism Mom!

There’s a ton of reviews out there about the film Vaxxed: From Cover-Up to Catastrophe but I haven’t written mine yet, so here we go…

This last April just in time for Autism Awareness Month.. which I hate by the way, as I see it as nothing more than an in your face ritual child sacrifice to the cult of Baal or the God Moloch or some other such demonic being… Or at the least a marketing strategy that morbidly celebrates chemically induced brain damage… But anyway.. I hate autism awareness month and it’s not just that I hate it but for the past several years April is a month that brings out the worst in my severely autistic son, Aydan’s symptoms.. Could it be histamine? Or seasonal changes or what?? We’ve tested couldn’t find anything but yet it still happens.. Sound familiar autism moms?

Anyway.. though my name is April, I hate the month of April.. When T.S. Eliott wrote ‘April is the cruelest month..’ he wasn’t lying.. So, I ignored the Vaxxed news.  I didn’t have time to dwell on a film about what had happened to my vaccine injured child,  as I was too busy dealing with my vaccine injured child.  I wasn’t on any social media and didn’t have any interest, I just wanted my child to get better.. I just wanted to be his mommy and nothing else.

In the month of May I received an email notifying me that to my surprise a screening was about 5 minutes from my house with a filmmakers’ Q & A directly following the show. I live in a small town about an hour north of Los Angeles where the screening had appeared previously on my son’s birthday (ironically in April), so I didn’t go to that one nor do I go to much anything that is an hour away.. But here it was just 5 minutes..  I could get away for a couple of hours and go see it; and I did.

I knew what the film was about. I knew just about all the information presented. I knew that the CDC lied about the MMR vaccine / autism connection. I knew that Andrew Wakefield was precisely correct and that everything he described happening to his patients all of whom had gut disease and were subsequently diagnosed with autism following MMR vaccination, happened to my son in the exact same way.  I heard the mother’s in the film talk about their child’s regression into autism following MMR and it was exactly what had happened to mine.  I heard these stories 1000s of times from 1000s of parents..

So, I sat in the theater and expected to be under-whelmed by the information since after all I knew everything, right?  What I didn’t know was how seeing our story play out before my eyes would affect me emotionally.  Within the first 5 minutes I began to bite my lip in an effort to try to prevent the tears from streaming down my face… I couldn’t stop them.. I tried to clear my eyes, so I could see the screen but I had to look away several times just to compose myself.. I cried because I thought of all the things I had been too busy to deal with in the previous month.. I cried because I thought of all the years of struggle and wasted time… I cried because I thought of my son and his gut pain and how he dealt with it by hurting himself and others at times.. I cried because I felt loss… I cried because I was angry that as mothers we told this story 1000s of times and that it took exposing a bunch of lying officials for anyone to care.. Or even half care… I cried because I couldn’t help myself, it was just too much…

At the end of the film when producer, Del Bigtree asked the families’ of the vaccine injured to stand, I stood.. I didn’t want to as my knees were knocking and I knew once again it would be hard to compose myself..

Many people at the end stuck around to socialize and talk to the filmmakers but I was eager to get home to my family and I knew my time was limited.  When I arrived at home I could see a group of not to happy people. Chaos had ensued and yet another melt down had occurred followed by a number two, bathroom accident because well.. My son received the MMR vaccine and developed gut disease and was subsequently diagnosed with autism..  I mean.. Do I really need to keep saying this?  This scene has been common place since about mid-February and the thing that prompted me to write this essay is that it happened two more times just today.. And ‘yes’ he is toilet trained and ‘yes’ we have seen the doctor and run the tests and the tests have rendered us no answers.. Sound familiar autism moms?

So back to my review of Vaxxed.. I’m glad this information has finally come out of the shadow and into the light.  I’m grateful that there’s been a whistle-blower who had a crisis of conscience that will hopefully spare many children from the same fate as my son.  This film has awakened many including members of my own family to the truth, which is undeniably a positive move in the right direction.. But I still have to clean up poop from the porch and bring out my carpet cleaner a couple of times a week.. My son still has to suffer with severe gut pain and little to no ability to express his feelings… And I as his mother suffer right along with him. I wrote an essay about 6 years ago where I stated I would give my life to God if I could take away one.. just ONE vaccine that had been given to my son, because I know that seemingly small thing would make his life better today.  So Vaxxed?  Yes, it’s good film, an important film that everyone should see but it is a story about real people, a story about real suffering and a story that should have never needed to be told.. And unfortunately, it’s a story that can’t take away the damage that has been done.

How Dangerous is it to find an Autism Cure?

Using the word ‘cure’ in the context of autism is considered quite controversial.  Cure in any area of medicine is deemed taboo but in autism some even find it offensive.  Ever heard of ‘neuro-diversity’?  This is the latest psy-op that would have us believe that autism is merely a ‘difference’ not a disease and if you dare suggest otherwise, you must be a douchey parent who won’t accept your child as they are.. You must a be perfectionist.. Your kid would never be good enough for you…  Well, let’s challenge that a bit.  Here’s a partial list of what autism carries with it…

A detailed assessment conducted by the US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention demonstrated that children with autism had much higher than expected rates of all of the medical conditions studied, including: eczema, allergies, asthma, ear and respiratory infections, gastrointestinal problems, severe headaches, migraines, and seizures (Kohane et al., 2012).

There is firm evidence of immune dysfunction in individuals with autism. Results of numerous studies point to abnormal immune function, including on-going neuroinflammatory response. Several postmortem and in vivo investigations found chronic inflammatory processes in multiple areas of the brain and multiple studies have found a correlation between levels of immune dysfunction and severity of autistic symptoms (Vargas et al., 2005; Chez et al., 2007; Li et al., 2009; Morgan et al., 2010; Wei et al., 2011; Young et al., 2011; Suzuki et al., 2013). These observations resemble findings in other inflammatory and autoimmune disease states, in which elevations in levels of cytokines or autoantibodies are associated with the pathogenesis of neuroinflammation, neurotoxicity and neuronal injury, and subsequent behavioural and cognitive impairments, for example multiple sclerosis or HIV induced neurological dysfunction.

Mortality is significantly increased in autism, with death rates being three to ten times higher than the general population (Bilder et al., 2012; Woolfenden et al., 2012). These deaths tend to be the result of medical comorbidities, such as epilepsy, gastrointestinal conditions and respiratory disorders (Shavelle et al., 2001; Pickett et al., 2006; Gillberg et al., 2010; Bilder et al., 2012; Woolfenden et al., 2012). One study found that deaths from gastrointestinal and respiratory disorders were 40.8 and 24.5 times higher, respectively, in moderately to severely affected patients versus typical peers (Shavelle et al., 2001). Another study that looked at the general health of adults with autism found that without intervention, those patients appear to be at significant risk for developing diabetes, coronary heart disease, and cancer (Tyler et al., 2011). Adults with developmental disabilities are also at much higher risk for osteoporosis and show severe degrees of bone demineralisation (Jaffe et al., 2001; Jaffe and Timell, 2003).

So people with autism are far more likely to experience seizures, cancer, migraines, gastrointestinal disorder, respiratory disorder, diabetes, coronary heart disease, neuro-inflammation (encephalopathy), Mitochondria dysfunction, MAST cell, Autoimmune disease… etc. etc…. Not to mention, 3-10 times more likely to die from one or more of the above mentioned diseases.. And here’s the Wiki short list of frequently co-occurring  disorders including some psychiatric…

And I won’t even get into viruses, bacteria and infections… Okay…. Maybe I will…

Here’s an excerpt from the article: Mysterious Autism Virus(es) Revealed? by the late Dr. Jeff Bradstreet:

If we accept many if not most autism cases involve some form of CNS immune activation or inflammation, we should look for candidate viruses. So you may be thinking its time to consult a medical virologist.  Not a bad idea. Let’s do that.

I can go back to my colleague, Professor Persico.  He went a long way to define our understanding of inflammation in the brain; now we are calling on him to help us find our mystery virus or viruses.  Take some time and read the abstract below.

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Okay – let’s add BK virus, JC virus and SV40 (all polyomaviruses) to our list of possible mystery viruses. (Note: BK and JC are the names of the viruses, and SV40 is a byproduct of contaminated polio vaccine).…..

Biological assays lend support to the association between measles virus or MMR and autism whereas epidemiologic studies show no association between MMR and autism. Further research is needed to clarify both the mechanisms whereby viral infection early in development may lead to autism and the possible involvement of the MMR vaccine in the development of autism.

So what are we left with?

Possible: BK, JC, SV40 and infrequently but possibly XMRV.

From animal models: Borna Virus

Supported but controversial: Measles

Prenatal: Influenza, Rubella and others, but there is no evidence these prenatal viral exposures persist in the infant.

It is likely – as suggested by Persico’s team, that multiple viruses are simultaneously present and working together to cause this mischief we label autism.

So now we’re talking about multiply infections latent in the Central Nervous System, Brain, Gut, plasma, anywhere really… just wrecking havoc and we’re supposed to “accept”?  Please for a minute activate your empathy pulse and think about having a sickness like the measles, chicken-pox or even a poison ivy infection… Imagine that: on your brain, in your gut and NEVER leaving…

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How do you think you’d behave?  How might you act? And if you had no language?

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Might it manifest physically?

And what about the rest of it?  What about all the other illnesses comorbid with autism?

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If you were sick like that, would you accept it?

Having said that, I’m all in favor of radical acceptance of the CHILD.

It is okay to be mindful of your child’s needs and not place them in environments that are stressful to them, it is okay to let them use self-stimulatory behavior without judgment, it is okay to accept that this maybe their permanent state and that they are perfectly lovable and valuable just as they are.

My son and children like him have value!  Quite frankly, if you don’t see it, then I unapologetically take a non-moral relative stance and I judge you!

autismI do accept my child as he is but I also want a cure for his disease and ‘no’ that isn’t just something I want, I know he wants it too.  Wouldn’t you?  Do you think he likes not being able to speak?

Do you think he enjoys having his gut a flame?

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Do you think he enjoys banging his head, when the headaches won’t stop?  Our children have been robbed of a normal childhood and nobody cares!  Our kids do not get to catch fireflies, eat dirt, run around the neighborhood barefoot and jump on their bike into a magical, wind in the hair, swishing sensation of freedom…

kids-back-in-the-day     Do you remember that feeling?

So now back to the original question, ‘how dangerous is it to find a cure?’  Would it even be possible?

To answer this, I return back to the work of the late Dr. Jeff Bradstreet, who was found dead in a North Carolina river on June 19, 2015 in of an alleged self-inflicted gunshot to the chest.

See his lecture “How Close Are We to an Autism Cure? Part 1” given at the Autism One Conference end of May 2015, just 3 weeks prior to his death.

A couple of things struck me watching this video.  Somewhere about half way through he started discussing the role of mycoplasma or walking pneumonia in autism.  This reminded me of another physician and microbiologist, Dr. Garth Nicholson.  According to Dr. Nicholson, Mycoplasma was found in the inoculations given to Gulf War Vets resulting in the autoimmune disorder known as ‘Gulf War Syndrome’. Not only were the vets getting sick from it but also their families and health care providers…

“There were several potential sources of chronic biological agents in the Persian Gulf Theater [9, 23]. First, deployed soldiers were given multiple inoculations, in some cases with experimental vaccines in unproved immunization schemes, such as vaccines that were given all at once instead of using an appropriate schedule of inoculations over months or years. Multiple vaccinations given simultaneously can result in immunosuppression and leave an individual susceptible to opportunistic infections. Some of these experimental vaccines could also have been contaminated with small amounts of slow-growing microorganisms. In fact, some of the vaccine lots to be sent to the Gulf were removed because of “microorganism contamination.” Dr Nicolson

“Weaponized Mycoplasmas,” Dr. Garth L. Nicolson, Lecture presented at the 9th Common Cause Medical Research Foundation Conference, Sudbury, Ontario, Canada on Aug. 29-31, 2008, Published July 29, 2013, Retrieved 10/29/14.

Dr. Nicholson author of the book, Project Day Lily continues….

We were actually forced to leave Texas. I was an endowed full professor and department chair at the University of Texas and I literally had to leave Texas because it became too dangerous. Several of my colleagues died. My boss was shot in the back of the head in his office, because he was going to blow the whistle on the prison testing experiments. So, it became very dangerous.

Wow.. It sounds to me like talking about mycoplasma (a known biological weapon) being injected into people is dangerous business, no?

So now we know that most of these autistic kids have one or more comorbid infections such as: mycoplasma, SV-40, measles and many others latent in their bodies… How do we get rid of it?  How do we regulate the immune system by promoting latent viruses or infections to express out, so that the body may heal naturally?

Enter the extremely controversial study Dr. Bradstreet and Italian colleagues performed on GcMaf or macrophage therapy…

Results: Individuals with ASD (32 males and 8 females, n 40, ages: 1 year 4 months – 21 years 2 months) had initial and post treatment assessment of Nagalase activity. Dosing of GcMAF was recommended based on previously reported response curves adjusted by the treating clinician for age, weight, and Nagalase levels. The average pre-treatment Nagalase activity of the autism group was 1.93 nmol/min/mg of substrate. This was well above the laboratory reported normal range of 0.95 nmol/min/mg. For the ASD group the average level at the time of second testing was 1.03 nmol/min/mg, reflecting an average reduction of 0.90 nmol/min/mg (P 0.0001). Apart from the likely immunological benefits of lowering the Nagalase activity of these individuals, uncontrolled observations of GcMAF therapy indicated substantial improvements in language, socialization and cognition. No significant side-effects were reported during the course of injections.

Study goes on to state that while 15 percent did not respond to this treatment, 70 percent had measurable improvements of immune regulation, while 15 percent showed recovery from autistic symptoms.  

Though there is a long history of this type of treatment that dates back to 1900, The Washington Post and other mainstream news outlets would have you believe it to be quackery…

“Given there is no evidence that modulating the immune system would have any benefit for children with autism spectrum disorder – especially given ASD’s genetic or epigenetic basis – I am not sure why Dr. Bradstreet would want to use this for ASD,” Peter Jay Hotez, dean of Baylor’s National School of Tropical Medicine, told The Post in an e-mail.

NO evidence?  Really?? Or maybe he is just ignorant to the long list of combordities that we already know frequently co-exist with the symptoms we call, autism.  Or maybe he does know the immune system in autistic individuals is a hot-mess but doesn’t think that regulating it would change their autism in any way.  Hmm… Sounds a bit like word magick!  In fact, I didn’t really read in his statement that the therapy wasn’t appropriate for autoimmune issues, just that there is “no evidence that modulating the immune system would have any benefit for children with autism spectrum disorder“.

This article would also have you believing that Bradstreet claimed GcMAF treatments to be a complete cure.. poof.. like a magic wand for autism but that wasn’t the case either and can be easily verified to be un-true by simply watching this video of his lecture discussing the therapy..

Dr. Bradstreet often used the word ‘remission’ when describing the recovered patients he treated and was careful not to use outright ‘cure’; as in some cases symptoms returned; though in others, they did not but never the less, better to be cautious and we all know that’s a loaded word.

Now enough of that…

Let’s go back to the GcMAF study.  It might not seem like much to say that 15 percent of the 1500 children were in remission of autistic symptoms after the macrophage therapy but when you consider the fact that these children were age range 1-20 and some may have spent years, 1000s if not millions of dollars on treatment, not to mention personal stress and their symptoms went away in 5 months?  70 percent experienced marked improvement and NO major side effects.  Kids with autism are often regarded as more sensitive than patients with full-blown AIDS and there were no major side effects?

The most common reported side effect was a low-grade fever, which the patients were instructed not to suppress unless it went over 102.  A low-grade fever when trying to express out latent disease sounds more like a benefit than a side effect.  It sounds like the immune system actually working normal for a change….

Allow us once again, to go back to the original question… ‘How Dangerous is it to find a cure for autism?’  And to whom would it be dangerous?  Pharma?  Agri? The System as a whole?  Of course the answer is ‘yes’ to all…

Even a 15 percent cure is a huge blow to the system…

Autism could potentially be the biggest cash cow in medical history… Allow me to re-phrase that..
Autism IS the biggest cash cow in medical history!!!!
If you consider the fact that it employs EVERY area of medicine… GI, Neuro, Psych, Immune, Allergy.. they have a higher rate of cancer, so even oncology.. then you add in rehabilitation: physical, speech and occupational therapy; behavioral therapy (costing around $200 an hour for which an average kid receives anywhere between 10-40 hours per week).  A countless parade of other alternative therapies, parent and teacher trainings, conferences, lectures, yoga for autistic kids, karate for autistic kids, soccer for autistic kids.. you get the idea…
Cancer, AIDS, Heart Disease, etc might all be big revenue sources but they won’t require specialist in every field including: law enforcement, dentistry, entertainment.. Think I’m exaggerating?  Google: autism and any profession.
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The food industry (think about the cost of gluten-free bread)…..
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Alternative medicine? HUGE!  “Non”- Profits… forget about it!!!!
We’re talking even household appliances…  Air filters, water filters, sensory ‘friendly’ furniture… Try to think of ONE area in the service industry that hasn’t changed and/or benefited from autism.. And now think of how many industries have been created as a result of it.
These are life long patients that will require employment training, group homes, hospital care, in-home / facility nursing, 1-1 supervision…  etc. etc.
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I’ve been known to say that autism was just the tip of the iceberg in the seek and destroy plan of the medical mafia.. I now take that back.. Autism IS the iceberg and we are riding the Titanic.
There’s been international raids for the past several months on distributors of macrophage therapy including one that took place at Bradstreet’s office, the day before his death.
So what do you suppose they found when they confiscated his office?  Possibly that the patients being treated with the therapy were not relapsing as was the case in many of the cancer studies.  Some of the cancer studies were shown to have patients recover as much as 100 percent and no relapse in 4-7 year follow ups…
“Normal Gc protein (also called Vitamin-D binding protein) , an abundant glyco-protein found in human blood serum, becomes the molecular switch to activate macrophages when it is converted to its active form, called Gc macrophage activating factor (Gc-MAF). Gc protein is normally activated by conversion to Gc-MAF with the help of the B and T cells (bone marrow-made and thymus gland-made white blood cells). But, as researchers explain it themselves, cancer cells secrete an enzyme known as alpha-N-acetylgalactosaminidase (also called Nagalase) that completely blocks conversion of Gc protein to Gc-MAF, preventing tumor-cell killing by the macrophages. This is the way cancer cells escape detection and destruction, by disengaging the human immune system. This also leaves cancer patients prone to infections and many then succumb to pneumonia or other infections.

The once-weekly injection of minute amounts of Gc-MAF, just 100 nanograms (billionths of a gram), activates macrophages and allows the immune system to pursue cancer cells with vigor, sufficient to produce total long-term cures in humans. 

Nobuto Yamamoto, director of the Division of Cancer Immunology and Molecular Biology, Socrates Institute for Therapeutic Immunology, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, says this is “probably the most potent macrophage activating factor ever discovered.”

Once a sufficient number of activated macrophages are produced, another Gc-MAF injection is not needed for a week because macrophages have a half-life of about six days. After 16-22 weekly doses of Gc-MAF the amount of Nagalase enzyme fell to levels found in healthy people, which serves as evidence tumors have been completely eliminated. The treatment was fool-proof – – – it worked in 100% of 16 breast cancer patients and there were no recurrent tumors over a period of 4 years, says a report in the January 15 issue of the International Journal of Cancer. [International Journal Cancer.2008 January15; 122(2):461-7] 

In another startling follow-up report by Dr. Yamamoto and colleagues, published in the upcoming July issue of Cancer Immunology Immunotherapy, Gc-MAF therapy totally abolished tumors in 8 colon cancer patients who had already undergone surgery but still exhibited circulating cancer cells (metastases). After 32-50 weekly injections, ”all colorectal cancer patients exhibited healthy control levels of the serum Nagalase activity, indicating erahttp://www.center4cancer.com/glyco-protein.phpdication of metastatic tumor cells,”said researchers, an effect that lasted 7 years with no indication of cancer recurrence either by enzyme activity or CT scans, said researchers. [Cancer Immunology, Immunotherapy Volume 57, Number 7 / July 2008] Published in an early online edition of this journal, this confirming report has received no attention by the new media so far, despite its striking importance. “
Now before I go any further, let me make it clear that I am not attempting to solve a potential murder mystery here.. I am not speculating that this is anything more or less than what local sheriff’s are currently claiming.  However, I do believe you can ask whether or not a gunshot to the chest, given the rather uncomfortable positioning is a common way to commit suicide.  Also, is it common to just happen to be standing by a river?  The answer to these questions maybe, ‘no’,  that it isn’t common but that still doesn’t mean it didn’t happen.

Family and friends of Dr. Bradstreet have put together a fund-raiser to conduct an independent investigation…..

To find the answers to the many questions leading up to the death of Dr Bradstreet, including an exhaustive investigation into the possibility of foul play. Thank you for your support!

If you’re a skeptic and don’t believe the fundraising efforts are sincere, you can see for yourself the comments made by friends, family members, admirers, former patients and colleagues.

Even if Bradstreet was murdered, that doesn’t mean it was over GcMAF.  If you go back to the original lecture from Autism One, at around 33 mins. he shows slide pictures of a local farm using pesticides and states that he has covered up the farmer for his ‘own protection’.  He was also involved in multiple vaccine injury court cases including Bruesewitz vs. Wyeth which landed all the way to the Supreme court.  He was involved in 2 congressional hearings including the Dan Burton report of 2002.  His own son was one of the children scoped at the Royal Free Clinic by Wakefield’s team for autistic enterocolitis.  He has had his name on countless research papers, mostly studying potential autism / autoimmune disorder treatments.

Also, in a bit of a strange coincidence; there have been a total of 5 holistic health care providers in the Florida area that have died in mysteriously within weeks of each other..  What is all about?

At this moment in history it doesn’t seem to be a question as to whether or not vaccines cause autism.  Both anecdotal and scientific evidence clearly shows that they do.  It is the big pink elephant in the room…

But to those so far in the thick of their indoctrination, it could be a big pink elephant, riding a unicycle and playing a trombone and they still wouldn’t see it…

So why all the fear?  What’s more dangerous at this point, uncovering the cause or the cure?

I  am not claiming to have the answer to that but I do know that the cause is abundantly obvious, while the cure remains elusive…

Citations for this article:

86 Research Papers Supporting the Vaccine/Autism Link: https://www.scribd.com/doc/220807175/86-Research-Papers-Supporting-the-Vaccine-Autism-Link

The Big Investment Opportunity in Autism? http://www.cnbc.com/2014/02/28/the-big-investment-opportunityin-autism.html

5th holistic health doctor (age 33) died in Florida, making 5 dead and 5 more missing: http://www.healthnutnews.com/fifth-holistic-alternative-doctor-33-found-dead-in-florida-making-5-dead-and-5-more-missing-doctors/

Hear this Well Parents Speak Out: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLJpPObXpZncOfT0bG2ghgkVb2Nxjd_bNe

CDC Autism Statistics: http://www.cdc.gov/ncbddd/autism/data.html

Gastrointestinal Disease in Children with Autism: http://www.autismgi.com/gidisease.html

Up all day and night with self-injurious autism behavior: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2lEyno1vwo

Garth Nicholson Institute for Molecular Medicine: http://www.ra-infection-connection.com/NicolsonRefs.htm

Project Day Lily: https://www.scribd.com/book/126742578/Project-Day-Lily

Garth Nicholson Mycoplasma: https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=garth+nicholson+mycoplasma&page=2

Dr Andrew Moulden: Every Vaccine Produces Harm: http://healthimpactnews.com/2014/dr-andrew-moulden-every-vaccine-produces-harm/

Phage Therapy: http://microbewiki.kenyon.edu/index.php/Phage_Therapy

Pros and Cons of Phage Therapy: http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3278648/

How Schools are making big Money on ADHD: http://rense.com/general4/addd.htm

Sorting out the function of Vit D receptors (VDR) aka GcMAF: https://web.archive.org/web/20140815232014/http://drbradstreet.org/2011/11/13/sorting-out-the-function-of-the-vitamin-d-receptor-vdr-also-known-as-gcmaf/

Persistent Measles Virus infection of the Intestines: http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/7737565

Arthur Krigsman MD Testimony over Congressional Oversight Committee on Vaccines and Autism: http://whale.to/a/a3.html

NAA Medical Comorbidities in Autism Spectrum Disorder: http://nationalautismassociation.org/pdf/MedicalComorbiditiesinASD2013.pdf

Dr. Bradstreet, Nagalase and the Viral Issue in Autism: http://www.ageofautism.com/2011/10/dr-bradstreet-nagalase-and-the-viral-issue-in-autism.html

GcMAF: https://gcmaf.se

Initial Observations of Elevated Alpha-N-Acetylgalactosaminidase Activity Associated with  Autism and Observed Reductions from GC Protein—Macrophage Activating Factor Injections: https://gcmaf.biz/Articles/Autism-40patients-Dec2012.pdf

MAF Research: http://www.gcmafresearch.com/maf-research/published-medical-journals.html

MAFActive can no longer support the research initiative: http://www.gcmafresearch.com/maf-research/101-mafactive-can-no-longer-support-the-research-initiativc.html

California, Vaccines and the Zen Fascists!

So this happened… California’s vaccine bill: State Assembly passes SB277 outlawing personal belief and religious exemptions:http://www.mercurynews.com/…/californias-vaccine-bill-state…

As I’ve been saying since 2011, California will absolutely continue to pass these types of vaccine ‘laws’.. Why? 1) Because it will set the stage for the rest of the country and that’s ultimately the plan and 2) Because California has no money, no water and no resources; while big pharma has deep pockets to help us pretend like we do. 

The idea of California as the peace, love, natural health, hippie state has always been a farce… a Hollywood production, as described by the Dead Kennedy’s here in 1979, ironically Jerry Brown was governor then too..

“I am Governor Jerry Brown
My aura smiles
And never frowns…

Zen fascists will control you
100% natural
You will jog for the master race
And always wear the happy face

Close your eyes, can’t happen here
Big Bro’ on white horse is near
The hippies won’t come back you say
Mellow out or you will pay”

No one will be able to appeal to ‘law makers’ through emotion or ‘my vaccine damaged child’.. THEY DON’T CARE!! The only way to appeal to a psychopath and a malignant narcissist is through their own self interest. The only way to threaten their power over us, is to realize that their power doesn’t exist!!!

UPDATE 06/30/2015: Letter from Governor’s office…

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So hey Californians.. We’re screwed!!!

“Born and raised by those who praise
Control of population everybody’s been there and
I don’t mean on vacation”

The Vaccine Industry is a Malignant Narcissist!

Victims of vaccination experience extreme physical and emotional trauma and if that isn’t enough; it appears to be the curse that keeps on giving.. The parent of a child (and ‘yes’ I’m including myself in this) will feel a lifetime of shame and guilt attached to the decision to subject their child to such a ruthless and brutal act that destroys much, if not all of the rest of their lives… And to make matters worse we continually live in a state of an inability to heal from this shame and trauma.. Why?  Because the abuser (the vaccine industry) is a malignant narcissist and a narcissist will never apologize, take responsibility or give you closure..  no matter how much you want it.

MixDSo first off, let’s define the “Vaccine Industry”… or the Vaccine Industrial Complex… This is an evil empire that includes the pharmaceutical companies WHO make the vaccines, the government that mandates and forces them on us, the pharma funded media that shills its propaganda and lastly their henchmen or the paid and/or unpaid ‘skeptics’ that sing their praises or defile those that don’t.

And now let’s be clear on what I mean, when I state ‘ malignant narcissism’.  A certain amount of self-love is healthy and warranted but when the behavior becomes maladaptive it creates shallowness and a regard for oneself to the point of sheer disregard for others… See Dr. Powell’s description here:

Narcissism becomes particularly “malignant” (i.e. malevolent, dangerous, harmful, incurable) when it goes beyond mere vanity and excessive self-focus. Malignant narcissists not only see themselves as superior to others but believe in their superiority to the degree that they view others as relatively worthless, expendable, and justifiably exploitable.  This type of narcissism is a defining characteristic of psychopathy/sociopathy and is rooted in an individual’s deficient capacity for empathy.  It’s almost impossible for a person with such shallow feelings and such haughtiness to really care about others or to form a conscience with any of the qualities we typically associate with a humane attitude, which is why most researchers and thinkers on the topic of psychopathy think of psychopaths as individuals without a conscience altogether.

Narcissistic Personality Disorder, like all disorders and disease appears to be on the rise.  In recent years, we’ve been trained not just to accept but to regard it as a celebrated trait. Remember “Seinfeld” from the 199os?  A show about ‘nothing’? But it wasn’t a show about nothing; it was a show about narcissists.. They cared not for deep meaningful relationships, were constantly hot and cold in their romances, easily bored, lacked empathy or any amount of self-reflection.  Today this is even more apparent in the show ‘It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia‘, if you look up the word ‘narcissism’ in Wikipedia, you’ll find this show mentioned.. literally.  And it’s not just these shows, the list goes on and on.. whether it’s a convention of ‘divas’ or a t-shirt that reads ‘It’s all about me!’… It’s just a never-ending barrage of marveling selfish behavior to the point of nauseum.

If you’ve been following the “vaccine-debate” you can begin to see how the vaccine industry acts as a malignant narcissist.  It appears boisterous and overly confident but when you scratch the surface you begin to see through its hollow shell.

It is backed by nothing, no substance, no history…..

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And it is a compulsive liar..zorro3

‘My name is William Thompson.  I am a Senior Scientist with the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, where I have worked since 1998.

 I regret that my coauthors and I omitted statistically significant information  in our 2004 article published in the journal Pediatrics. The omitted data suggested that African American males who received the MMR vaccine before age 36 months were at increased risk for autism. Decisions were made regarding which findings to report after the data were collected, and I believe that the final study protocol was not followed.

Yet despite this, it continues to be the loudest most obnoxious person in the room over and over again repeating the same script, as if it in fact believes its on nonsense.. We’ve all heard the tall tales.. herd immunity, waning immunity, association doesn’t equal causation, just a tiny bit of mercury is okay, etc. etc.  To a rationale thinking individual this may seem absurd but to the narcissist this is a common trait sometimes described as magical thinking

“The narcissist is prone to magical thinking. He thinks about himself in terms of ‘being chosen’ or of ‘having a destiny.’ …He believes that his life is of such momentous importance, that it is micro-managed by God.”

When you love it, admire it and continue providing it with narcissistic supply, it pretends to be your friend but when you begin to question and expose the lies, even in such an innocent manner as to suggest ‘more studies are needed’, it comes down on you like an atomic bomb in an act of narcissistic rage..

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Narcissistic rage is the response of a narcissist to anything they perceive as a threat to their ego, their control or their power.

It is usually intense, out of proportion, often random and is used to manipulate.

It doesn’t play fair, it doesn’t listen to your concerns or even acknowledge them.  How many parents of vaccine injured children are told that their child was NOT in fact vaccine damaged, that it was merely their belief but there was no proof of said belief?  

It wouldn’t matter to the narcissist whether you had 10,000 citations with medical records, scientific proof, personal video, 100 eye witnesses..

Nothing matters to the narcissist, it will unmercifully embellish, omit, disregard or outright distort facts in order to maintain its facade regardless of what you have proven.  And when it can no longer fool others merely with its obnoxious rage, it will gaslight you.. A severe form of mental abuse that works at trying to make you look crazy to others or even at times yourself..

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Effective gaslighting can be accomplished in several different ways. Sometimes, a person can assert something with such an apparent intensity of conviction that the other person begins to doubt their own perspective. Other times, vigorous and unwavering denial coupled with a display of righteous indignation can accomplish the same task. Bringing up historical facts that seem largely accurate but contain minute, hard-to-prove distortions and using them to “prove” the correctness of one’s position is another method. Gaslighting is particularly effective when coupled with other tactics such as shaming and guilting. Anything that aids in getting another person to doubt their judgment and back down will work.

And again… this will occur, no matter how shallow its argument maybe…Measles-pic-article-300x223

 

 

 

 

Some of the more deceptive and clever narcissist will pretend to be altruistic and to think of everyone BUT themselves acting in the interest of the ‘Greater Good‘ when in fact the opposite is true..

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The act of giving enhances the narcissist’s sense of omnipotence, his fantastic grandiosity, and the contempt he holds for others. It is easy to feel superior to the supplicating recipients of one’s largesse. Narcissistic altruism is about exerting control and maintaining it by fostering dependence in the beneficiaries.

But narcissists give for other reasons as well.

The narcissist flaunts his charitable nature as a bait. He impresses others with his selflessness and kindness and thus lures them into his lair, entraps them, and manipulates and brainwashes them into subservient compliance and obsequious collaboration. People are attracted to the narcissist’s larger than life posture – only to discover his true personality traits when it is far too late. ‘Give a little to take a lot’ – is the narcissist’s creed.”

11169811_773348479429256_1943709211843249577_nAnd without a doubt the most telling sign that the vaccine industry is a malignant narcissist is the lack of empathy it exhibits to the vaccine damaged….

10603757_10152303636892291_8170772447558734767_nAn excerpt from ‘My Experience in Opposing SB277″ by Karen Kain author of ‘A Unique Life Fully Lived

As I walked in to testify the first thing that I was told was that I could NOT bring in any signs. When the pro SB277 speakers spoke and Ariel Loop shared her story of her four-month-old son who contracted the measles, I thought it very tricky that Senator Pan walked around the senate showing a poster board of pictures of Ariel’s son. There was a picture of her with her son at Disneyland, a picture of her baby with a cloth mask covering his nose and mouth and one sleeping. I listened to Ariel’s testimony of how INCONVIENCED she was whilst dealing with her son’s measles. She also stated that she was deeply afraid of taking her son out of the house for fear of all the unvaccinated children who would infect her baby.

I must add a few points here:

1. As Senator Pan’s panel had the floor a toddler ran during his moms testimony calling out, “Mommy” over and over; words that were never spoken by my daughter.

2. I was surprised that Ariel Loop brought her young baby to an event that was filled with hundreds, maybe a thousand UNVACINATED adults and children. I know that during my daughters first years of life, Lorrin missed out on many events due to her medical fragility. It wasn’t until 6th grade that Lorrin was able to attend school year round so that she would not get sick during the cold and flu season.

Lorrin-March-97-cropped3. When you have children life changes and it often becomes full of inconveniences. For me as a parent of a vaccine-injured child, things were never typical. I gave Lorrin 6 anti-seizure medications a day, nebulizer treatments and numerous therapies. She was hospitalized 171 days in the ICU in one year alone. I administered steroid shots into her tiny legs at the age of one, put her into a comma twice to stop her from having constant seizures. She had a feeding tube, tracheostomy and had a rod put into her spine so that she would be able to live eat and breathe, until she died in my arms at the age of 15. This is just a smattering of what Lorrin endured during her lifetime. I would love to have shared my pictures of Lorrin being on life support at the age of 3 with a collapsed lung and double pneumonia. And lets not forget the last year of her life she had diarrhea sometimes 4 times a day, weighing 65 pounds. Living with vaccine injury gets a bit messy. These pictures would have said way more than any words.

4. In the same amount of time that Senator Pan refers to a measles epidemic, 9,000 children were diagnosed with Autism.

So how is it possible that Senator Dr. Pan and the panel in support of SB277 can appear so unaffected by Karen Kain’s story of her daughter Lorrin?  What about the parents of other vaccine injured children, victims of SIDS, autism, seizure disorder, death and so on???

Perhaps the answer to these questions brings us back to empathy…  or the lack thereof…

“Lack of empathy is a quintessential hallmark of people with Narcissistic Personality Disorder. They simply do not care about thoughts and feelings of others, especially if they conflict with their own. Do not expect them to listen, validate, understand, or support you.”

Most of us at one point in our lives find ourselves in an intimate relationship with a narcissist, be them a family member, parent, spouse, lover, friend, co-worker and so on… The more deeply invested and the more you care about the narcissist in your life, the more painful the experience. But to the narcissist a person is no different from any other possession or anything that can provide it with narcissistic supply, be it money, fame, a new car..

Simply put, narcissistic supply is anything (or anyone) that feeds the narcissist’s ego and keeps them artificially pumped up with the attention, admiration and deference of others.

A person is either a supplier or they are discarded…

Pediatrician: “Vaccinate Your Kids—Or Get Out of My Office

So now that we’ve been sufficiently traumatized, abused, verbally assaulted and discarded.. how do we heal?  In an effort to heal from a broken relationship, it is natural to want closure.. To want the other party to apologize, admit to their part in the destruction of the relationship but when you’re in a relationship with a narcissist this closure does not come. They aren’t capable of a sincere apology, acceptance of wrong doing and once you’ve been discarded in the relationship, they will not likely even acknowledge your existence..

No matter how much they’ve hurt you…

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Since a narcissist is merely a hollow shell without conscience or a soul, it only exists when those around it give it attention, otherwise it will collapse.

It will be hard because after a break-up you want closure. You want to be heard, you want them to know the pain they’ve caused- but they are never going to listen, and even if they do, they don’t understand the meaning. That is the beauty of “No Contact.” You are finally saying No More. It is your voice without the words but they hear it loud and clear as if you were screaming. No Contact is pure rejection and the utmost revenge. It is empowering. It is your last word. That is your closure. It is one of the most hurtful narcissistic injuries you could inflict. They have finally come to understand you know who and what they are. They know their tricks no longer work with you…they know you are no longer prey or a pawn in their game. You are no longer their victim.hqdefault (2)

As I mentioned in a previous post Vaccine Mandates and Divorcing Our Psychopathic Lover, The State.. There isn’t much more to do at this point but walk away.. We cannot expect acknowledgement or apologies from a narcissist and even if we manage to push back on forced vaccination legislation there will be another and another and another.. When and where will it end?

They want to be able to evoke an emotional response from you. If they can’t make you love them, they will try to make you hate them. If you don’t give them anything, eventually, they will move on…”Fotolia_39736082_XS

At the risk of sound too touchy feely.. Healing can and will only come from within us.  It will come when we focus on the things and people in our lives that truly matter.. Our relationship with the vaccine industry, malignant narcissist can only exist if we allow it to…  This may mean serious adjustments in our lives..

It’s over when we say it’s over…

I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn’t have
But had no use…

I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

Photos, Citations and Excerpts from this essay were provided as follows:

-Victims of NPD Relationships: Stages of Recovery: http://thenarcissisticlife.com/victims-of-npd-relationships-stages-of-recovery/

-The No Contact Rule: The Narcissist and No Contact: http://thenarcissisticlife.com/the-no-contact-rule-the-narcissist-and-no-contact/

-Narcissism And Empathy: http://thenarcissisticlife.com/narcissism-and-empathy/

-Narcissists, Narcissistic Supply And Sources of Supply: http://www.healthyplace.com/personality-disorders/malignant-self-love/narcissists-narcissistic-supply-and-sources-of-supply/#what

-Malignant Narcissism: http://www.manipulative-people.com/malignant-narcissism/

-Seinfeld and the Culture of Narcissism: http://www.mclemee.com/id96.html

-Who Needs the Facts..: http://www.globalresearch.ca/who-needs-facts-associated-press-caught-in-yet-another-bizarre-denial-of-mercury-in-vaccines/5432904

-Wikipedia/ Fictional Narcissist: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissism#Fictional_narcissists

-Vaccines Didn’t Save Us: 2 Centuries of Official Statics: http://preventdisease.com/news/10/102510_vaccines_did_not_save_us.shtml

-CDC: You’re Fired! Autism Cover-up Exposed!: http://kellybroganmd.com/article/cdc-youre-fired-autism-coverup-exposed/

-August 27, 2014 Press Release, “Statement of William W. Thompson, Ph.D., Regarding the 2004 Article Examining the Possibility of a Relationship Between MMR Vaccine and Autism”: http://www.morganverkamp.com/august-27-2014-press-release-statement-of-william-w-thompson-ph-d-regarding-the-2004-article-examining-the-possibility-of-a-relationship-between-mmr-vaccine-and-autism/

-Narcisstic Personality Disorder by Sam Vaknin PhD: http://www.twelvetribes-ex.com/articles/NPD_Primer.htm

-Narcisstic Rage: http://www.decision-making-confidence.com/narcissistic-rage.html

-Gaslighting as a Manipulation Tactic: http://counsellingresource.com/features/2011/11/08/gaslighting/

-The Measles Vaccine Racket: http://www.whale.to/vaccines/measles.html

-The Greater Good Movie: http://www.greatergoodmovie.org

-Is the Narcissist Capable of Loving: http://blog.melanietoniaevans.com/is-the-narcissist-capable-of-loving/?utm_source=New+Life&utm_campaign=ce3d5aef2e-16+days+to+your+new+life&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_005709a593-ce3d5aef2e-407653969

-My Experience Opposing SB277: http://karenkain.com/my-experience-in-opposing-sb277/

-A Unique Life Fully Lived: http://www.civinmediarelations.com/Karen-Kain–A-Unique-Life-Fully-Lived.html

-Narcissistic Supply: http://lightshouse.org/lights-blog/narcissistic-supply-2#ixzz3Zx17eFmx

-Pediatrician: Vaccinate Your Kids or Get out of my Office: http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2014/01/30/the-real-reason-pediatricians-want-you-to-vaccinate-your-kids.html

-22 Medical Studies that show Vaccines cause Autism: http://www.activistpost.com/2013/09/22-medical-studies-that-show-vaccines.html

 

 

 

 

 

Vaccine Mandates and Divorcing Our Psychopathic Lover.. The State!

“I am no longer ‘trying to dig up evidence to prove’ vaccines cause autism. There is already abundant evidence….This debate is not scientific but is political”
― David Ayoub M.D.

As we stand in this country there are several States passing or attempting to pass mandatory vaccine laws that would force children who enter public, private or even homeschool, in some cases to be vaccinated without philosophical or religious exemption. Some others bills have included health-care workers and even an ‘adult vaccination’ plan. Clearly looking at the title of this essay you can safely conclude, I’m not a fan.. Please allow me to back up a little…

In 2011 I was part of a large group who were working against a bill in California that would allow minors as young as 12 to consent to STD vaccines without parental knowledge. Despite the overwhelming outcry against it, the bill passed and before it was even put into effect young girls AND boys as young as 11 we’re reportedly being vaccinated with the HPV vaccine without a parent or guardian present. This vaccine is supposed to prevent HPV (warts) which is claimed by medical professionals to cause cervical cancer, though the medical data speaks others.. And let’s face it.. warts are no big deal, so this vaccine isn’t marketed as a HPV preventer, it’s marketed as a prevention for cervical cancer.. Uhmm.. Wait a minute… Boys?? Being vaccinated against CERVICAL cancer??? Uhm.. I’m not a doctor or anything but where exactly is the male cervix again? Nevermind..

Anyway… the bill passed and some nurses at public schools around California started plugging kids with poison even outside their OWN restrictions.. So what does that tell us?? I can tell you what it made quite clear to me, as George Carlin once put it.. ‘…THEY DON’T CARE ABOUT YOU.. AT ALL!!!‘ So why do we care about them? Why do we continue to go back to this narcissistic, self-important, possibly even psychopathic, abusive lover (government) who will sell us at every turn to the highest bidder without remorse and like a co-dependant, enabler we make excuses for them or expect them to change.. We think if we just speak up louder, or say it a few more times, or get more people to support us, or maybe they just don’t understand us, or maybe we’re not doing our job to make it clear… Oh no.. it’s clear, they just don’t care.

But it’s not like we’ve ever had informed consent to begin with. Who would ever give consent to vaccination if they were truly informed? If someone told you, in this there are several neurotoxins, carcinogens and foreign agents that will undoubtedly cause genetic mutations along with some neurological problems, most likely autoimmunity and you may die on the spot.. If you’re lucky and it doesn’t kill you on the spot, it will certainly shorten your life.. Oh and by the way, there’s no guarantee it will protect you from disease, in fact it may actually cause you to contract the disease that it claims to protect against.. Oh and one more thing, if you don’t contract the disease you could still be a carrier of it and give it to unsuspecting loved ones… So you want it?  Let’s face it.. It’s never been about receiving ‘information.. And ‘consent’? Yeah right… like when you ‘consent’ to letting in the vampire who can only come inside after he’s been ‘consented’ to do so.. No… there’s no consensual vaccine. It is a non-consensual act.. a violation.. a rape.. We have merely been hypnotized by a psychopathic vampire, so he can suck our blood for his own selfish purposes.

And the problem isn’t that the science doesn’t prove vaccines cause neurological disorders, autism, cancer, death.. you name it.. It’s that the science proves that it DOES. Besides, we KNOW what happened, we witnessed it, we saw it. We saw the decline in our quality of life, following the creation of each new injection, it’s not imaginary, it’s not an exaggeration, it is what is…  So let’s stop fooling around and call this abuse of power by forcing vaccination on un-consenting individuals, what it really is.. A violent act of aggressive genocide.

As I mentioned before, I live in California.  Most of the country views the policies made in this state as rather important, since many states across the union tend to follow. If that’s true, then that’s bad news, as this state has made their lover affair with big pharma known since at least 2011.  Early in the same year as the ‘Gardasil bill‘ was introduced, we saw Door to Door vaccinations from a school in the district of Natomas, where a guy by the name of Senator Dr. Richard Pan holds office.  Dear deeply disturbed Senator Pan made his loving feelings towards force vaccination more public when he co-author SB2109 that would virtually remove philosophical exemption by requiring parents take their children to a doctor who would explain ‘pros’ and cons of vaccination, as if there’s any such thing as a ‘pro’.. So now in 2015 on the coat-tails of late 2014’s ‘Measles-gate’, Senator Pan has once again co-authored a forced vaccination bill SB277 which has managed to make its way past the judiciary committee and is set to be heard by Senate and Assembly committees next.  If it goes through it will remove all philosophical and religious exemptions to vaccines, leaving only medical but wait.. He made an amendment about a week ago…

“Sen. Richard Pan, D-Sacramento, and Sen. Ben Allen, D-Santa Monica, tweaked the bill to allow families who choose not to immunize their children to participate in a multiple-family private homeschool option instead of just a single family home.

They also changed the bill to allow families who choose not to immunize their children to use the public school independent study option that exists in current law and is administered by local education agencies.”

What’s that?  Are  you breaking up with us? Or perhaps not a full blown break up but maybe you’re ‘just not that into us’.  So those of us who homeschool apparently just aren’t needy enough for this narcissist… ‘it’s my way or the highway, take it ALL or get the hell out’.. That’s interesting.. I’ve never seen an ‘exemption’ quite like this before.  California has always regarded homeschooling as a form of private school and thereby requires all the same laws as held to a private school including vaccination records.

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The thing I’d like to stress, is that by pointing out this unusual amendment, I, in no way accept this as law.. Quite frankly as the mother of a vaccine damaged child, I find it’s very suggestion repugnant and a slap in the face to my precious son… how dare they.. how dare they even suggest such thing, amendment or not… I DO NOT CONSENT TO THIS.. I DO NOT CONSENT TO MANDATORY VACCINATION!! I DO NOT CONSENT TO VACCINATION.. period!!!

So what would this look like?  What would we need to do in order to sit down with our abusive lover (the State) and say, ‘it’s not you, it’s me.. you haven’t changed.. I’ve changed.. you are what and who you are but your controlling nature, just isn’t working for me anymore.. I need a break.. FOREVER….’ and then walk away?

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Well.. that maybe a loaded question, so let’s start with the homeschool thing.  We don’t have to do it  and we shouldn’t do it alone. There’s no glory in being a martyr, so why even try.  We can’t all just drop everything, single parents and family’s dependant upon two incomes alike.  We need to be apart of a community again, take responsibility for raising our children.. not just our children but ALL our children.  Homeschoolers have for years organized co-ops, classrooms with combined ages and worked at reinventing the Little Red School House.  Why not? It’s not like public institutionalized schools have been around forever, it used to happen this way and it’s not as crazy as it seems.

And homeschooling isn’t just an excuse to avoid vaccines, did we forget about Common Core?  That’s still a thing, remember?

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Not only that but the benefits, the empathy building that is created by incorporating multi-age classrooms, special needs children and typical children alike, bringing our children together..why not?  What’s stopping us?

I’m not saying that I haven’t spent countless hours researching, fighting, finagling with ‘special education law’ and ‘IEP / Individual Education Plans’.  I’ve spent entire weekends listening to lawyers lecture on the rights of FAPE, we’ve spent 10,000s of dollars advocating for services.. and on and on.. I go to the meetings, I write the letters, I fight, I cry, I scream at the top of my lungs and pull out my hair.. Maybe I’m foolish, maybe I just don’t get it but maybe I’m just looking for a better way..  Or maybe I’m tired.. I’m just tired of the hamster wheel.. We could fight, we could push back, we might even have a small victory but there will be another bill, another law, another nationwide curriculm standard that will dumb us down.. even MORE!.. So, where does it end?

And is there a part of me that thinks of all the time, money and energy spent in all the above mentioned and ask myself ‘was it all for not?’ The answer is a resounding ‘yes’.  It probably all was for not…

Just think of that moment that we finally wake up and realize we’re in a relationship with someone who doesn’t care about us and no matter how much we want them too.. they just don’t.. it might be hard to walk away but there’s also a sense of relief when it’s done, isn’t there?